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Thnknskinny — Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:38:42 +0000

I lost 2 more pounds I am pretty happy with that. I will just stay focused. Thank you all for your support it makes it a little easier to know that I am not alone in this struggle.

I am still running the race

Thnknskinny — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 01:10:28 +0000

This week seems like it is just running by me. I feel like I need a day or 2 to restart my week(race) , I am nervous that I over ate a couple times this week. I am not feeling so excited anymore, (that was short lived). But I am going to continue to keep my spirits up and continue to try. I will be strong and will overcome the negative thoughts and know that I am in control of my outcome. I need to refocus my thinking. I will continue running the “race”. I am feeling like I hit a bump in the road ALREADY, but I am back on track and will stride forward and not look back. I need to keep my momentum going. I am hoping I will turn the corner pretty soon and start a new stretch in my race. I know this is going to be hard and this seems impossible to do, BUT I know that I can do it. I know I can. And I know you all can too.

Small changes BIG difference

Thnknskinny — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 17:53:00 +0000

OK, first of all my weight tracker start weight reflects the weight I had in Dec 28, just want to make this clear so you all dont think I lost 11lbs in 4 days. That would not be good. SO, with that cleared up, here are some of the small changes that I have made, NO more sugar, no soda, no eating after 6pm, I started drinking lemon water up to a gallon a day, I park farther away so I walk more to and from stores, work ect., I take the stairs, I try to limit my sitting at home to just an hour a day. I sit all day at work. I am going to start adding walking on to my daily activies. So this is it, I am excited for my future, I want to be healthy, I want to be active, I want to live, I want to be seen.

WOW I cant believe it!!!

Thnknskinny — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 18:38:05 +0000

I went to the MD on Dec 28 and I weighed 245, I went yesterday and I weighed 234, That is amazing! I cant believe it. I wasn’t even trying. I just started really getting serious on Jan 14. Unreal. Small changes make BIG differences. I am so happy. I am going to go now and try even harder.

I can do this.

Thnknskinny — Wed, 16 Jan 2008 04:02:04 +0000

Well, another day that I made it. YAY! I am very satisfied today, I feel like I had enough to eat and I drank tons of water, I am actually craving it right now. I am excited for the weight to start coming off, I will not weigh myself until next Monday. I will stay strong and I will keep thinking skinny.

Thnknskinny — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 00:32:25 +0000

Well I had a great weekend, although I didn’t think I would. My husbands family had their Christmas party, at a Casino/Hotel. This is our 7th annual party, where all the family comes together and it is such a great time. Well, my husband and I moved from our hometown and family/friends about 4 years ago. We are about 6-7 hours away from everyone we know. SO as alot of you know that when you don’t see someone for a long time, you notice (when you see them again)how they have aged or how they have gained weight or lost weight ect. WELL, I didn’t want to go, because I knew that I packed on about 75lbs since the last time I saw every one. (1 year ago) I even played sick, hoping my husband would say, well just stay home. NO such luck, he begged me to go and said I could sleep and blah blah blah. Even my daughter pleaded with me. So I went, and yes I was so ashamed of how I looked and what people ( who haven’t seen me in awhile would think.) And yes I did see shock in some eyes, but mostly I was treated with love and I had a great time. I laughed so hard I cried, and I realized, THIS is what I need. I need to be apart of society, apart of life. This is going to be something I have to work on. I have been in this small town for 4 years and I know 1 person in this town, 1. I use the excuse, I work too much or I am too shy. What I am is, I am lonely, I am sad, I am bored. It sounds pathetic to me to be admitting this but it is time to be honest and “feel” feelings, not eat to fill the emptiness, or lonliness or time. I need to LIVE. And I will!!!!!!! I am back.

This is the first day of the rest of my life.

Thnknskinny — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:50:43 +0000

I am new, I am going to do it this time. I will be healthy doing it, I have to do this. I am so tired of this body. THIS TIME will be the time. I have had enough.